Alwyn

[petty_dabbler]

[From here...]

"Do you believe in ghosts?" Alwyn asked as the credits rolled.

"I absolutely believe in ghosts," John nodded. "I've seen one. I know they're real."

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[petty_dabbler]

John stopped and lifted his head to look at him.

"Shh, it's alright," he said. "Don't be sorry for what you don't like. Is there something you'd rather?"

[sweet_alwyn]

"I don't know," Alwyn said, guilt hitting him hard again.

Why couldn't he just be normal?

[petty_dabbler]

John kissed him over his heart, then pushed himself up to eye level.

"It's alright, love. It's not a quiz. All I want is to make you feel good."

[sweet_alwyn]

"Sometimes I don't even know if I like sex," Alwyn admitted. "But I want to be near you. To touch you... To be touched."

[petty_dabbler]

That made him pause and he backed off a bit more.

"I don't make you feel like you have to...do I?" he asked, upset at the thought.

[sweet_alwyn]

"No. When I say I want to, I always mean it," Alwyn promised.

[petty_dabbler]

"Oh. Alright," he nodded, moving closer again. He stole a soft kiss, then rested his head beside him.

He smoothed his hand down Alwyn's stomach, moving lower.

"We can just touch," he said quietly.

[sweet_alwyn]

Alwyn nodded, reaching over to touch John's chest.

"I like how you feel," he said. "The texture of your skin. The warmth."

[petty_dabbler]

"You're soft," John replied. "Softer than anything I know. I could touch you for hours."

He kissed his shoulder and then slipped his arm around him to simply hold him close for a moment.

[sweet_alwyn]

Alwyn curled up even closer, settling against John's chest as his fingers smoothed up over his shoulders and down his arms.

He lay like that for ages, until eventually his hands started to move lower and his touch became a bit more sure and intimate.

[petty_dabbler]

Alwyn's hands moved low and John gasped softly. He reached around to trail his fingers along his back and down over his ass.

"I love you," he whispered. "I love our touch."

[sweet_alwyn]

Alwyn nodded, taking John in hand and stroking him slowly.

[petty_dabbler]

John inhaled slowly through his nose and groaned as he exhaled.

"Jesus," he choked softly.

"Can I too?" John asked, his hand close on Alwyn's hip.

[sweet_alwyn]

Alwyn seemed as though he needed to think about that, but after a long moment he nodded his consent.

[petty_dabbler]

His touch was slow as he took him in hand and began to stroke him.

"This is good," he whispered.

[sweet_alwyn]

Alwyn let out a little gasp, nodding slightly. He couldn't really focus on speaking while John was touching him like that.

"Yes," was all he managed to say as he started to stroke John faster.

[petty_dabbler]

John matched his pace, mirroring Alwyn's perfectly. He kissed his jaw and kept close, unable to keep from thrusting into the younger man's grip.

[sweet_alwyn]

Alwyn whimpered, bucking into John's hand and panting softly as his own strokes stuttered slightly.

[petty_dabbler]

"Come on, baby," John whispered, his own hand moving steadily, stroking him the way he knew Alwyn seemed to like best.

[sweet_alwyn]

Biting his bottom lip, Alwyn hid his face against John's shoulder as he came with a soft cry.

[petty_dabbler]

John slowed and stopped, not wanting him to get overwhelmed. He kissed his hair and pulled him in closer.

"I love you," he said quietly, barely a whisper.

[sweet_alwyn]

Alwyn recovered slowly, starting to stroke John again, wanting him to come as well.

"I love you," he said softly in return.

[petty_dabbler]

"Ohgod," he choked softly. With the renewed effort it didn't take long before his arm tightened around Alwyn and he spilled in his hand.

[sweet_alwyn]

Alwyn was still a bit unsure what to do with himself and his hand after John came, but eventually he untangled himself and went to wash up. He couldn't stand the feeling of drying come on his skin.

[petty_dabbler]

John laid still and came back to his senses. He got up when the water shut off and smiled at Alwyn in the doorway.

"My turn," he said, shamelessly nude.